˚ʚ♡ɞ˚Kitty's Blog˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
September 2024
September 23, 2024
I decided I wanna start updating this blog a little bit…I know it’s been months and September is basically over but here I am haha. Hopefully I’ll start updating more regularly. Things have been so up and down for me- lots of good and some bad. I’ve ended up moving back home…and it seems I’m going to be staying a little longer than I initially wanted to, but I’ve come to terms with it. I think it’s good in the long run, my boyfriend and I can save up money to move out and I can spend more time with my family. It’s taken forever too, but after months of applying I’ve FINALLY gotten a decent job, so I can finally actually. Save money to move back out lol. It’s not my dream job or anything, but it seems nice and pays pretty well, so I’m excited! The one thing I’m a little worried about is. School, or my future or my career plans or whatever haha. I’m actually really close to finishing my Bachelor’s degree, but I’m so burnt out on school. I really feel like I need to take a break and do something else so I can re-evaluate my priorities…I’ve never really liked school honestly, even when I was in K-12. I really just want to work. I really wish I could just jump in somewhere and start working, especially if it was something I could do to better my communitiy. The sad thing is that a lot of jobs like that don’t pay shit, which has been really frustrating. I don’t want a lot out of life, yknow? I just want to be debt-free, I want to have a modest house-(Last xmas my boyfriend’s family won a trip where we stayed in a HUGE airbnb and I honestly didn’t like being in a house that big lol…), I want to have a good work life balance, and I want enough money to be comfortable. Not wealthy, just comfortable. But even just that seems so unattainable right now…Honestly, I’ve been thinking about taking some time to focus on my art. My dream job is to make comics. I’ve written a few but I’ve never finished or posted anything, I think I lack confidence in my own abilities. But I’ve been thinking, I should at least try. I’ve got absolutley nothing to lose if it doesn’t work out. And if it does, I’d literally be living my dream. I dunno lol. This whole entry was probably pretty disjointed, but that’s a lot of what I’ve been thinking lately. My next one will be a lot easier to read I’m sure, if anyone reads these lol.
EDIT: I've been thinking about how I want to change the layout of this site. I like it but I think I want to move some elements around to make it more unique to me...I love looking at other people's pages and getting inspiration from them. I've also come up with some new ideas for pages for this website- like, I'd love to maybe have a page focus on anime or other media I've watched or read? I just finished Yuri Kuma Arashi and I have a lot of thoughts about it lol. Anyways, it's almost 1 am and I need to get some sleep. I've sadly gotta be up early.
